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I Wonder...

I wonder if Time has gained elasticity.
It can stretch forever when Baby Rei doesn't sleep at night.
I wonder if I'm the only pathetic soul in the dark neighbourhood who aren't sleeping till dawn breaks, not by will but circumstance.

I wonder why is it called 'Delivery' when the baby came from within me.
I wonder why it was the gynae who receives the biggest paycheck when I present her something to be presented to me.

I wonder if my boys know that my capacity to love has multiplied, instead of being divided.
I wonder if by being a better Mummy makes me a lousy wife, as I have hardly any spare time left for hubby.

I wonder when was the life-changing moment that transform my usual pronoun from 'me' to 'us'.
When each of my boys were swimming within me, I meant the world to them.
When they were newly born, they meant the world to me.
I wonder when the relationship has changed, that as they grew older, I was only a sub set of their lives.

I wonder why Baby Rei always drinks like a camel before an expedition.
I wonder when would he understand that night time is for sleeping.
I wonder if I am granted the opportunity to sleep tonight.

I wonder...